
Foot of pyrenees
weeping
wiping your glasses
walter
jesus wept
you were betrayed
by camarades
sitting
in cafeterias
in california
announcing
beautiful benjamin's
tears
ours
as we wander
around arcades
beginning of new
century collapsed
Tal Afar
2005
books burnt
by american
in military
uniform
practice
crash
culture
with armoured personnel
carriers
of present
plague
riding winds
into rooms
we will
not know
bodies atomised
Bakouba
buried
underneath
forward
bases
benjamin behind
every artifact
of culture
barbarism
comes to crush
circle
within circle
witness walter
shake bottle
before window
knowing enough
enough
death to share
with assembled
mourners moan
night
after
night
walter wept
knowing too
much in moment
within moment
forgetting
about remembering
how he
could see
without spectacles
dreamt daily
what we
live
now
dying
now dying
let me
detail
how
a people die
not
by bombs
but
by bradley
tanks tearing fabric
carpets
of chronologies
created
in struggle
dearest sister
in struggle
dearest sister
walter witnesses
holding spectacles
so
he can see
perfectly
dancing on waters
of Portbou
port
failed
him he
perished
in panic
french
failed
him he
knew way
with baggage
manuscripts
mementos
him he
we
murdered
ô him he
we murdered
sailing
on sea
of skin
's shore
line
under line this
this day
weaving words
from wind
will you
walk on
witness
camarade sister
it will
not stop
raining
within wretched
bodies
bodies
benjamin
broke with books
suspicious
remembering revolvers
how
you held
tripped
trigger
lights on
& off
fountains
of flesh
beloved brother
beloved brother
break boat
down here
portbou
create
confidence
in corpses

1.
weep
when serpent senses
secret
2.
spectres of slaves
listen to waves
gaze
3.
wing
to wing
sky
silt
ash
air
annihilated
birds
make movement
weep
4
shame
of shadows
still
terrified
5
lay waste
lay
In waste
under depth's
depth
6
remember
passages
corridors
arcades
end
or ending
time
7
so
many skins
stained
skins
worship
wind
flood fields
time
bell haunts
horses grey
horses gallop
hideous harmies
tuned to damnation
time
memorial
destitute shadow
start
to speak
in silence
what
passes for silence
beginning in silence
8
grieving gift
stigmata
silence
vanished
beg
beasts
turbulence of torrents
damnation
not
so dark
moons émanation sings
terrifyingly
of twigs
9
sleep
walk into seas
never
come
back
10
suicide
succinct
syringe
superstructure
for act
in foretold
tragedy
tie wings together
beloved
11
whisper
witness
tears
black
skin
burnt
surrender
wings
to wind
12
water's
dread
dooms
night
falls
& leaves
13
water
rushing
from ghost's mouth
cursed
heirs
14
stay
still
bamboo
breaks
pit
opens
spears
sharpen
15
rains falling
on mourners
bodies
turn
howl
curse
16
sea
becoming
seas
bone
becomes
oil
body
being
becomes
bank
17
heritage
hell
sing
that
to skulls
on poles
let them
speak
lips
flags
18
sing
song of this
debacle
dead perform
perfectly
just beyond
your bent
backs
bent
bridge
to another
circle
19
veins
burn
breathe all
memory's
remains
sea
sound In skull
resonate
remember débâcle
tone
tumult
sea from sea
tremble
tremble
remembering tides
endless death
you shall sing
with choir
of corpses
20
cry
for moon
shriek savagely
for sun
suicide
succinct
scorpion sings
stinging
way to consciousness
consciousness
constructed from clay
table
you imagined
already
at seven
in short
pant
vomited
into bag
of sandwiches
& kitchener bun
vomiting endlessly
all fluid
in little body
remebering this
exactly
standing on chair
pissing
pants
premonition
an alchemy
absorbed in arteries
you open
you open
Painting: Jules Bastien-Lepage, Diogène (1877),

horse battalions
howl
sleep
pities
sleep
continuity
collapses
sea to sea
bitter
blood
beg
before urn
brother
bite
into
bone
cherish
carnage
after all
we were
impregnated
in abattoir
torso
taut
but being
stretched
by strings
held
between
horse's teeth
obsessed
with oracles
breathe
blood
viper
enters
vertebrae
belief
sea
empty
bowels
in barrow
when wise
this
that
apparitions
avert
gaze
go
to gate
leave
KEEPING BUSY
July 4, 2017
Mimi liked the Phillies. She would sit in her chair in the living room and listen to every game on her small transistor radio. But her hands were never idle. As she listened, her hands were ever busy, crochet and needlepoint always making something. Most of her creations ended up as gifts for some occasion or another, otherwise we would have run out of room for them all.
This was a busy household. Roland once lamented in a letter that between Alan’s motorcycle, Bill and Sarah’s models and other projects, he had been run out of his own basement. He clamped a board to a windowsill in the living room and used it as a workbench for his own creations.
This is how families amused themselves 100 years ago, or at least it is what my family did.
When ownership passed to my father, he still stayed busy in the basement and that is where I learned to use and love tools. Growing up, we were always building something; tree forts, go-carts and other products of our imaginations.
There was another remnant of the past that I was occasionally subjected to. The Jingle Club. It was devised as a way to keep the kids home and off the street and guests were always welcome. At one time, around my grandfather’s youth, the club met weekly. A word would be distributed for the next meeting and all invited would write a poem using that word. Some were submitted using pseudonyms and those present would try to guess the author.

As that generation grew up, the club disappeared but was revived for a time by my grandfather and again during my youth although meetings were much less frequent. I quite honestly, hated it. The attendees were mostly older than me and far more literate. With age, I have become a pretty good story teller but never mastered poetry beyond the occasional Haiku.
Here is a sample from 1975, a meeting I did not attend as I was preoccupied with other endeavors of youth.
Preferences
Jeanne K. Hunn
Written for the “Jingle Club”, June 22, 1975
There was a river rat who loved water, wind and sailing
One day his boat upset and swamped but the salt continued bailing
He drifted seaward on the tide, his efforts faint and failing
When a stinkpot entered on the scene and viewed the frantic bailing
The nasty, nasty motorboat spewed gas, smoke and confusion
But offered the sailor a length of line, damaging his delusion.
That yachtsmen are a different breed not worthy of one’s friendship
The stinkpotter gave a helping hand, so draw your own conclusion
We’re not so different after all, but in our choice of locomotion
The sailor enjoys a silent ride, one filled with deep emotion
While the yachtsman travels speedily, soaking up the scene
The sailor glides by quietly in a state of bliss serene
To each his own now I say
Merit hath these two
Why not call a truce today
And let us ride with you.

pulse
remembering
vocabulary
break
down
bird’s
wing
way you have
with beasts
& martyrs
we are slaves
to movement
watch
rapace glide
gaze
with eyes
closed
first
to last
out
in field
in forest
desecrated
water
pass
through
haunted
hieroglyphs
hewn by horse
in horse’s
hours
forgive flight
what
of wing
need nectar
now
all
on knees
remember
exact details
place
purpose
ancestral
self stained
be
my twin
weep
longitudes
& latitudes
fall
go on
ring bells
for birds
keep
on going
ceremony
of remembering
arteries
still
torrential
watch water
spill
sleep forever
in forest
with fallen
from depths
you cannot see
sea remembering
whoever we were
we are
créatures
so cruel
leave us
alone
open carcass
some day
or other
night
night
knows
night