1,
what i am
doomed to do
for damned
whoever they are
they are
always amongst angels
assemble after
& before
whenever that is
it is
time to tell
how much
i love you
greater than gods
you would accumulate
after
whomever they were
they were
smaller
than you
might imagine
from books
borrowed from barbarians
who wanted to
swallow you
most beautiful woman
i have
ever known
how much
i love you
asking another
to enter
some time
after or before
whenever that was
it was
when walls wavered
& fell forever
2,
turn
always turning
this way
that way
doomed
to that
damned
in that
3,
action altering
everything else
standing by side
of river
state of siege
live with
(imagine) how much
i love you
how much
i love you
more than me
i&i
most melancholy when
i remember
how much
i love you
how much
i love you
dance deliberately
without device
naive as Nijinsky
when he wanted
to explain something
so strong
you cannot imagine
what it is
like to love
sleep
i
have never known
not here
or there
for that matter
don’t want
to weep
over that
here & now
whenever that is
it is
i will try
sometime to sleep
as other men
wait for light
to come
whatever that is
i am
not noticing
its absence
from this
& other question
4,
i will
not note
here except
to say
how much
i love you
how much
i love you
when we lie
down
next to
each other
sucking your sex
& draining you
of whatever
it is
we wandered
over each other'
s body
& broke down
each other
into such things
when i walked
in
from acupuncturist
wanted to travel
right through you
whoever you were
you above all
i love you
more than me
whoever
i was
all time
tell this
without bitterness
because i’m breaking
as always
when writing
whatever this is
it is
& i do not
worry when
you will read
this
or if
you ever will
times
i turn
faster than wheel
we are inventing
inside houses
of history
wherever
we are altering
globes & gods
whatever they are
they are
you hide in
& out
when
i remember
so long before
or after
it doesn’t matter
no it doesn’t
matter at all
whoever
we are
we are burning
burning
we will wander
forever
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